now...still at sch. waiting for cheerleading. n listening to To Zanakand. the final fantasy song lay sent me. i'm....bored and sad. cuz the piece is quite sad. melancholy. so now i feel like lying on bed and going to slp. instead of wasting my time doing stupid things. i think sleeping is much more productive. haiz.....its so cold now....at library. o...the rain has stopped. now wendy n yue qiu can go orchard without getting wet le. the piece finished le. now its over the rainbow. guitar is playing that for the concert. n i think i like the one in my ipod better.
maybe i should go back to playing minesweeper. cuz now i feel like crying. whatever. must be pms. i hope my brain shuts down sometimes. then don't have to think so much. i think i always talk crap when i'm blogging. but maybe thats why they invented blogs. for me to talk crap. another sad song. hiaz....but then i suppose its just right. rain, sad songs n lonely me. sometimes....the times when u feel most lonely is when you are amongst your friends. but i'm just sitting in the library with a bunch of strangers n siang ning n wendy. i think i've gone mental. too much studying. except i don't study much nowadays except on weekends. i usually sleep n eat n run to the mrt station. i need to wake up earlier. but so difficult. ok, i think i'll go back to playing minesweeper.