i'm feeling.....not so good. a bit....depressed. cuz i went shopping today. n i never bought anything. ok, technically, i did buy a plate of chicken rice, a cup of guava juice, a clip, a purse and a few packets of DIY jewellry stuff. but thats it. i never bought anything else. n i went to bugis junction, bugis street, OG and Jurong Point. i find that a bit....depressing. i want to buy so many things...but...cannot find what i want leh. and....well...my shopping companion also not the best companion in the world. you know shopping....its all about getting the right people to go with you and having someone who will give comments and suggest stuff? well....shopping with my companion today has been....very....dry. she doesn't give much comments and just follow me around. haiz....i felt like i'm shopping alone and i accidentally brought my sister along. haha. ok, maybe thats a bit too extreme an example. but i suppose i got what i'm trying to say across. maybe its also to do with character. whatever. i'm feeling so grumpy now. n add to this all the homework i didn't do. that makes my mood even worse. coupled with stupid annoying stuff bugging my mind like econs file and....argh. whatever. i think i'm feeling worse. shouldn't writing it out like help you to channel your feelings n make you feel better? how come i feel like i'm not channeling out but in? whatever. n thats still that thing bout present bugging my mind. and all the tests. n spas. n cross country. n well....just stupid annoying stuff. o god, i wish i could just sleep now and wake up 100 yrs later. but the purse i bought was very nice. hehe. i think i'll feel like a rich lady carrying it.