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Craving for cheesecakes :P

From others' mouths:

I find television very educating. Every time somebody turns on the set,

I go into the other room and read a book. Groucho Marx

I can't give you a sure-fire formula for success, but I can give you a formula for failure:

try to please everybody all the time. Herbert Bayard Swope

If an atheist has to go to court, do they make him swear on the Bible?

If you were under house arrest and you lived in a mobile home,

wouldn’t you be able to go anywhere you want?

Saturday, January 20, 2007

everyone is sleeping now. which is expected at 3.35 am. but i want to chat with someone....msn got no one. hm...actually got someone but i don't know who that person is. haha. i think bout half the people in my msn i don't who they are. people always change emails then add me so i keep losing track of who's who. just now i was reading my past journal entries and i found that actually my past entries are quite funny. didn't know i got such a sense of humor. haha. ok, here's an excerpt, since i got nothing better to do. ( which is so not true seeing as i got so much homework but hey, hardworking girl needs to relax for a while too. haha)

17.06.05 0152
tomorrow...no, correction, today, i have dance. stupid dance. i don't even want to participate in the closing night. i bet i'll be bored to death tomorrow while waiting for my turn to be on stage. now, i'm very tired. i should be. its 2am in the morning after all. i was tidying up some papers just now and i saw....so much homework! still untouched! there's only 1 week left! oh my god. i think i'm going to hyperventilate. quick, send me to the hospital before i die of heart attack. 1 more week. i have only 1 more week left to finish up all my work, practise piano, revise chem, physics, pull up english, buck up maths and do tons of essays for sshist, so that i won't fail for o levels. i hate my life. i can't live for the moment. cause if i do, i won't be able to live for the future. why don't i have an iq of say, 200? then i won't be worried bout my results. anyway, i think i better sleep. if i can't get up tomorrow.....i'm dead. but i don't think they'll kick me out just because i didn't go, right? if they do kick me out.....its ok. except then i won't get my cca points. ok, this time i'll really stop.

18.06.05 1854
.....ok, the problem is this. i borrowed a book from the library 3 weeks ago,on 24th may to be exact and now its 4 days past its due date and i find that i can't find that book now. and i didn't even read it. its those kind of literary works i borrowed on whim and now i've lost it without even reading it.....

25.06.05 0303
i'm back. and i'm not ruined. not yet. maybe soon. if i don't finish 45 essay drafts, 18 history essay drafts, physics assignment, chinese article review, 3 ss essay drafts, english assessment book by tomorrow. i'm starting school on mon. i'm taking o levels this year. i'm having my prelims in 1.5 months time. and i'm still calm. i'm still lounging around reading novels. am i crazy? maybe i should see a psychologist. i mean, this behaviour can't be normal right? i thought i'm supposed to tear my hair out and cry all day long and suffer insomia because i can't stand the stress and am going to have a breakdown. instead, my hair is growing very well, its thick and abundant, no luck of it having being pulled out; i'm not snivelling under mountains of kleenex; i'm still sleeping well, in fact, i'm sleeping better. i do believe i have a problem.

3.07.05 2335
ok, its now july. 1 more month to prelims. i'm planning my timetable right now. the fact that i never follow timetables is not in my considerations now......

ok, those are just random parts n pieces i picked from my private journal. just thought it would be interesting to share all these thoughts i had at 16. n i think its quite funny. but maybe people would just find this boring. nvm, humor me, say that its very funny and that i have a terrific sense of humor. its a good deed to console a low self-esteem girl. she'll be eternally grateful to you. haha. ok, the low self-esteemed girl shall now go back to battling math n chem n a whole load of useless stuff she won't be using 5 years from now. except maybe when going to the market and she has to calculate how much 1kg of codfish and 1 kg of prawns cost together.

11:33 AM